Lies

That day, when you and your friend asked me to go out at the same time.
its freaking me out..
i dont know why i choose you instead of your friend..


But..


i know i shouldnt accepted you,
but my lips said the different thing


i know i shouldnt lie to you, i know .. im sorry for what ived done...
actually before you asked me, i already have one..


because of you, i let him go.. without saying anything and letting him crying all along. 
because of you, every sec passed i always remember you..
just because of you..


the last thing you said to me is ' I Love you so much ' making me so freaked.
you made my heart melt..
your sweet lips ...
your pretty eyes..

but, at the 4th day, 
you said to me "Can we broke up?"
"Let's just be friends.. right now i just need friends.."
didnt you know that word makes me mad?

you says ' i love you so much ' to me, is it just a fiction? is it just some kind of joke?
less than 1 day you makes me love you, but now more than 1 Month you makes me hate you. its so hard to forgeting you.. i already fell for you, but now you leave me here..

is this the right thing i got? is it because i dumped my Ex-Boyfriend? or is it because other woman with a same name with me? 


everyday i think about you, looking for a reason why did u left me.. 
at another day, my closest friend whispered me that you already have a girlfriend without me knowing it.. 
but you're still contacting me ..
why did you care about me?
why didnt you called your girlfriend instead of me?
im just a lonely girl who been dumped..
im just your EX-girlfriend remember?


please.. just leave me .. if you didnt do that, ill miss you more.. i cant forget you, i cant let you go.. i wish you were here...


damn.. for now on.. i wont replying your text anymore, ill erase you from my mind..


goodbye ..
my stuborn boy..