Lies

That day, when you and your friend asked me to go out at the same time.
its freaking me out..
i dont know why i choose you instead of your friend..


But..


i know i shouldnt accepted you,
but my lips said the different thing


i know i shouldnt lie to you, i know .. im sorry for what ived done...
actually before you asked me, i already have one..


because of you, i let him go.. without saying anything and letting him crying all along. 
because of you, every sec passed i always remember you..
just because of you..


the last thing you said to me is ' I Love you so much ' making me so freaked.
you made my heart melt..
your sweet lips ...
your pretty eyes..

but, at the 4th day, 
you said to me "Can we broke up?"
"Let's just be friends.. right now i just need friends.."
didnt you know that word makes me mad?

you says ' i love you so much ' to me, is it just a fiction? is it just some kind of joke?
less than 1 day you makes me love you, but now more than 1 Month you makes me hate you. its so hard to forgeting you.. i already fell for you, but now you leave me here..

is this the right thing i got? is it because i dumped my Ex-Boyfriend? or is it because other woman with a same name with me? 


everyday i think about you, looking for a reason why did u left me.. 
at another day, my closest friend whispered me that you already have a girlfriend without me knowing it.. 
but you're still contacting me ..
why did you care about me?
why didnt you called your girlfriend instead of me?
im just a lonely girl who been dumped..
im just your EX-girlfriend remember?


please.. just leave me .. if you didnt do that, ill miss you more.. i cant forget you, i cant let you go.. i wish you were here...


damn.. for now on.. i wont replying your text anymore, ill erase you from my mind..


goodbye ..
my stuborn boy..

Hard Choice

When im back 
i meet u guys again
it was my best day
then we r starting to get close 
again


i didnt realize
since that time
i'ved fall for her.


but i didnt know that u r her boyfriend
before i noticed it, 
you and her are broke
because of me


she ran from you
just for me


It's a difficult choice,
should i choice her or you?


then i give the answer
i'm starting to leave her
and give her for your happiness


i will not bother you guys
dont ever worry about me
just think about your happiness.


i will be fine.

My Diary

The FIRST TIME i go to my new school.
i go to my class.
then i look at everyone.
then i look at you.
it's like i've been meet you somewhere.
i still lookin' at you,
and you lookin' at me too.
you stare me with those eyes.
it's our first meet.
but why i have this feel?
are we already meet somewhere?
you're face was familiar with someone ...

we started to talk each other.
it was a happy time for me.
but why...
i still cant talk freely

i do what you want.
i do what you need
i do be with you

Please ...
Stay with me. 

A Love Story

At our first meet
you are really nice to me ...
you r so kind to me ...

cuz of that ...
u make me fall for you ...
I know i shouldn't fell for you
i dont want to end this friendship :(
but,

in the end ...

we broke it ...

you know i love you,
but you pretend that nothing's happened
then ...
our friends knew it,

it makes me shy ...
but whats your expression?

you show your unemotional face.
it's makes me pissed off (sorry for that ... )

until that day,
one of my close friend told me that ...
that ...
She told me that she started to likes you too!!

why ...
why did she tell me that?

then she started to hang out with you.

well ...
at least your happy :)

but, you leave me here ...
alone ...

dont worry with that...
cuz i still have my family and my friends with me :)

see you ...
hope you will be happy ...

                                                    ***
Hi Fella's ! :D
It's me J
that's a little story of mine :)
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Love J
To you all ♥

Huh Gak-I Told You I Wanna Die

Let's start with K-pop world ;)
it's Huh Gak -  I told you i wanna die
i'll give you english translation.


I bring you up in my mind like this
Even the long moments, i remember
Again today, if i can only see your back
For just a moment


I cant say anything else than i want to die
I cant take on life without you
I only wait for your return
now you are not here but
Please, i miss you so much,i love you


I'm a fool
I cant let you go
I run out of breath, crazily
I try to push you out all night
But still


I cant say anything else than i want to die
I cant take on life without you
I only wait for your return
now you are not here but
please i miss you so much, i love you


Even if i die, i cant leave, i cant cast you aside 
Oh no no no, what am i anyway?
Even if i die, i cant leave, i love you
Dont leave me here
please,please,please, i love you

A Letter For You

Hello all !
I'm JTsukiFalcon :D
you can call me J, Tsuki, or Falcon ;)
This is my new blog :D
i have other blogs ,
wanna visit it?
just check it at
beautychocotycoon.blogspot.com
its on Indonesian languange,
i'm still thinking what should i write about in this blog, but i think i already know it,
i wish i can write it soon enough :D
see you soon! ^^
-JTsukiFalcon-